Self-Worship? Part One.

Question;  what do we all have that needs a friend?

Clue; About to die and vomiting blood, on a trolly, a lump of throbbing formed material meat, blood mucus shit dazed, confused, conscious; noticing; Bright room; light bright green walls; bright White cupboards; A running out of clocK(!) tic toc sloWly and leSs; cylinDersJarswiresTubespaPerworkEyes speaking mouths. Trolly moves; storming slam as doors open all go to shove and push and stop sharP!! Body Bench Germ ' 2 3 GO!' body repositioned, eyes speaking, mouths focus hungry for action. dazed, confused and needle and finger pressure wind pipe, breath, out, gone .... black empty white shapeless shaped light, screaming quiet, buzzing, crying dry, a nothing makes sense and all dazed and confused and gone with; baggage heavy and a "why mE I'M sorr". sharp light sharp piercing high pitch light. lots of baggage too heavy for the light burdened (from where?) material choking desire; "fix me with anot....!!!". empty and forgetting, till; 'it could be back on guys’. body blue blood blue, stitching fingers needle and thread. Organs pickled rotten, dead and removed, bucket to the side now full. Still stuck still, stuck! Stuck in the timeless mud of "give me more of what you got? I don't want your junk mail?" Speed is the time now with; sparks and volts high shouts applaud; 'hahah ok job done' 'you’re a genius Miller!!..'. the light comes on inside, inside the throbbing lump of material burdened choking meat; stitched up, beating heart, lungs filled with container air. ‘THelightINside Si my on tHe itS insIdeliGht’... It lives ‘it lives, 2 hours and 15 minutes not bad’. Pills snoozed off, dozy and dazed. Eyes open, grateful heart., smiling, confused and smiling; "Success".....

answer;

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