self worship part 2

Question; what do we all have, that only needs a friend to make it work, but we don't know that we've got it till its gone?

(the clue;)
FILM NOIR 
About to die; Familiar scene from a baggage free P.O.V; the colours the shapes the eyes the mouths the move the door the move the pull the smiles the joke the air the fresh the needle the finger the countdown; 5

the breath; .. 4

‘Im gonna .. b

the Calm; ... 3

…. e …. ba .. c ... k

the STILL; .... (00

(Dream Sequence)

the 'nothing .. 0

Nothing;

no thing;

something thing;

the empty;

the empty something thing;

the empty something thing no thing a;

Nothing and a thing a One??

.... a 1 and a Nothing ....'

(spark, ignite, explosion)

Breathing. 

'It lives ...'

The nudge. The 2nd nudge, the 3rd nudge the eyes open wide to; 

'How are you feeling?'

'Er... I dont know?'

'hahah, you must be feeling something?'

'Something? Er.... no. I'm feeling nothing!'

The three Wise men dressed as surgeons all laugh simultaneous;

'Feeling nothing? Hahah, well at least you are feeling something then'

The three wise men exit.
Answer;

x

 Bibliography

• Armstrong, D., The Art of Listening (Indigo Cider Publishing, April the 1st - the day of fools - 2016)

• Armstrong, D., the Beginners guide to Self-Worshiping (Indigo Cider Publishing, April the 1st – the day of fools – 2016) 

Highly Recommended Reading
Gray, W., QABALISTIC CONCEPTS living the tree (Weiser Books, 1997)

Esslin, M., The Theatre of the Absurd (Bloomsbury Publishing, 2003)

The Tao Teh Ching by Lao Tsu (various)


Highly Recommended Viewing/listening
Allan Watts; youtube

David Snyder; youtube

‘Always look on the bright side of life’ from Monty Pythons ‘Life of Bryan’.

‘Imagine’ John Lennon.

Self-Worship? Part One.

Question;  what do we all have that needs a friend?

Clue; About to die and vomiting blood, on a trolly, a lump of throbbing formed material meat, blood mucus shit dazed, confused, conscious; noticing; Bright room; light bright green walls; bright White cupboards; A running out of clocK(!) tic toc sloWly and leSs; cylinDersJarswiresTubespaPerworkEyes speaking mouths. Trolly moves; storming slam as doors open all go to shove and push and stop sharP!! Body Bench Germ ' 2 3 GO!' body repositioned, eyes speaking, mouths focus hungry for action. dazed, confused and needle and finger pressure wind pipe, breath, out, gone .... black empty white shapeless shaped light, screaming quiet, buzzing, crying dry, a nothing makes sense and all dazed and confused and gone with; baggage heavy and a "why mE I'M sorr". sharp light sharp piercing high pitch light. lots of baggage too heavy for the light burdened (from where?) material choking desire; "fix me with anot....!!!". empty and forgetting, till; 'it could be back on guys’. body blue blood blue, stitching fingers needle and thread. Organs pickled rotten, dead and removed, bucket to the side now full. Still stuck still, stuck! Stuck in the timeless mud of "give me more of what you got? I don't want your junk mail?" Speed is the time now with; sparks and volts high shouts applaud; 'hahah ok job done' 'you’re a genius Miller!!..'. the light comes on inside, inside the throbbing lump of material burdened choking meat; stitched up, beating heart, lungs filled with container air. ‘THelightINside Si my on tHe itS insIdeliGht’... It lives ‘it lives, 2 hours and 15 minutes not bad’. Pills snoozed off, dozy and dazed. Eyes open, grateful heart., smiling, confused and smiling; "Success".....

answer;

                                                X

Bibliography

Gallwey, T,W., The Inner Game of Tennis (London, Pan Books, 1975)

Ready, R & Burton, K., Neuro-Lingusitic Programming for Dummies (Hoboken, Wiley, 2004)

Peichang, W & Guanhua., Relax and Calming Qigong (Hai Feng Publishing Co, LTD, 1992)

Watts, A., The Wisdom of Insecurity: A Message for an Age of Anxiety (Random House Inc, 2011)